This afternoon I went to Target to pick up a new filter for my Brita water pitcher. As I passed the home décor aisle, I became excited to see all the decorations for Halloween and Thanksgiving. My favorite time of year has arrived.

When fall approaches and the weather turns cool and rainy, I get an urge to bake. Being in the kitchen with the oven warming the house as the aroma of pumpkin, cinnamon and nutmeg float through the air makes me happy. For some reason, baking lifts my mood. I no longer feel discouraged or alone; all just seems right in the world.

I did not bake anything today nor will I for a few more weeks. Instead, I purchased a pumpkin-fragranced soy candle from Target to bring the spirit of the holidays to life.  Looking out my front window at the pouring rain, the smell from my burning candle reminds me of my past. I am content remembering the laughs, the love, the special memories that only this time of year brings.

I am amazed a candle could bring such light and joy to my day. I hope whatever it may be in your life that sparks memories of happiness and joy brings you the same peace, clarity and serenity that my newfound candle has for me.

Believing in Miracles,

Nicole Hemmenway

            Author of “No, It Is NOT In My Head: The Journey of a Chronic Pain Survivor from Wheelchair to Marathon”